Daily Blabber

The Princess of Dorkness Strikes Again

Holy cow! Oh no!
Crap! Crappity, crappity, crap!
Im doomed!

I saw him last night. He’s wearing a blue shirt and he’s wearing his face, ofcourse.
Nothing’s changed. He’s timid, discreet and all.

Dammit. Can’t find the nerve to say “hi” or “hey dork, how are you?”

Anyway… Last night…

I rushed to the door and i was shocked when i saw him sitting right infront of that dorky door. I screamed “Ay!”. And then he looked at me.
Oh my gosh. I got cold knees, i felt dizzy and all. I feel so stupid. Fuss!
I didnt know how to react.
Freaking dork.

Dang.

I really dunno how to explain/ narrate/ tell it. I just want to remember my stupidity. So yeah

Lavalove.

Once again, I am inspired. This time, its different. ;-)

Oh, sweet heaven. I missed this feeling. Joy, love, a little bit of everything.

I dont know. Im not usually ‘like this‘ with my other crush or crushes, whatsoever. I am happy. I AM SOO HAPPY.

Well, okay, I am a sucker for a tall, cute, white guy but ‘this guy’, he’s wonderfully different. I mean, he’s tall but his skin complexion’s not white (its not dark either, so its fair. hardyharhar) he’s not that cute, but he’s okay-looking. Know what i mean? He’s normal-seeming (boo) . I think he’s kind to all, including stray animals. WTH.

We’re not going out and i think it’s freakin impossible coz we dont talk to each other at all. (We’re regular textmates way back 1400. harhar.) Though his friends told me that he’s easy to talk to. I dont know. I dont know why i find it hard to talk to him. I get anxious for some reasons, i dont know why. Maybe becoz I’m such a dork. Or maybe its becoz i’m a socially inept barf machine. Or maybe, just maybe… I am too shy to talk to him because i kind of love him. WTH. Weirdo.

Im not in love with him, am i? I am?

I really dont know. Wadayathink?

Suki Dakara ?

Sa wakas natapos din itong blog na to.

Wala pa naman akong maisusulat dito, sa ngayon.

Pero gusto ko lang simulan.

Dito ko isusulat lahat ng mga pangyayari na may kinalaman sa akin, at syempre may kinalaman sa puso. Bohahaha.

Ginawa ko to dahil gusto kong isulat, basahin at ulit uliting alalahanin ang mga masya, nakakahiya at di malilimutang tagpo sa buhay koi na may kinalaman sa kanila, o pwedeng may iba pa. hahaha.

Ang “Suki Dakara” ay nakuha ko sa kanta sa bokura ga ita na ang title ay suki dakara.

Ang translation nun ay “because i love you”.

Wish ko lang e ma-maintain ko to ng maayos at hindi ako tamaring mag update hehehe.

Yun lang sa ngayon. ?